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Last updated November 14, 2023
 

2023

Growth

📍Anchorage 01/20/2023
In which a compressed space amidst the forest I grow my body out of my mind my blood shades that of the sunsets my bone echoes that of the trees
From nothing I create boundaries of proxies from proxies I approach genderealities through a map of memories insufficient for definitions
In which I hide my triple-thoughts inside a million of maybes from a distant distance collapsing down to the present moment
It is not enough to grow into one destination i crave for collisions between facts that only make sense elsewhere
At the end of the dawn I must rise and entangle the body with my mind gravitate towards the wild and morph into the sunrise

The other side of sunsets

📍Anchorage 01/20/2023
Invasion from the other side of sunsets In which we rise and warps in front of time until the whales were understood and the winds were polarized
It is now the edgy white jungle Not the geometric manic Nor the mechanical depression
Through endless hours of nights and endless fantasies of lights particle excites gravity towards the end of the collision

In which

📍Fairbanks 01/18/2023
In which proxies make perfect In which happiness attack In which time warp secretly wraps up In which bed surfaces In which feet fingers, mouth fingers, tooth copy, chin hairs In which pushing boundaries to the edge of roads In which mindsets collide In which strings disentangle In which I sleep against confusions In which I sleep about nothing In which we rise in front of suns In which I confusify rain In which I gravitate away from my thoughts In which I grow my body in a coffee shop In which notions approached by distance In which halibut extra maybe In which well actually yes In which underunderstand and over spiced In which spice into and spice down to the wild In which rightfully wrong but leftfully right In which overdogged by underdogs In which bipolar bears are polarized In which warmer is warmerer than warmer In which triscuits are biscuit duplex In which everyone makes sense elsewhere In which collision as destinations for all In which hi stories In which proxies make perfect In which glaciest attack ice cream stores In which bipolarized depressive energy In which everything is a Yangmal because a thing is defined by boundaries out of nothing In which I feel like I’m a million of souls in a distant distance collapsing down to the present moment In which every sound is a chord In which memory is a map In which boundaries are not sufficient to define things
 

2022

Unwritten

A thousand times I was taken away from the present
To places we called elsewhere
Where words are unspoken
Calls are undailed
Poems are unwritten
Neurons are disconnected
Letters are detached
All of them barely a single sequence of discontinuous signals
Here is a world made of approximations
Where precision goes to the opposite of reality
Where directions point to nowhere
And spaces march backwards in time
But does it matter?
If I didn’t make it there with my utterances
If Elsewhere is nowhere

2022/02/13 12:15

我从来不是一滩平静的湖水
我是大海
不是让人着迷的海浪
也不是几滴有形的海水
我是地球上所有海存在的空间
辗转在赤道与极地之间的洋流
礁石下的暗涌
我从不做复杂的思考
从不向宇宙提问
我只是等待它给我答案
潮汐或者岩浆

2021

预告

云没有预告
像你一样变幻莫测
我再也不去猜
海风下一秒要往哪个方向吹
因为漂浮同飞行一样自由
潮汐与引力不止是拉扯的游戏
山脉是礁石 浪花是云朵
水流成风 我变成你
不出意外的话
明天自然 和你
给我的
是同一个太阳

2020

11 Jun 2020 15:15

等待 从来不是一场静态演出
追逐 也从来不是一个动作
下一轮生长里
和弦脱离轨道
鼓点失去节拍
触摸 隔着皮肤的一次电流交易
错位 唇齿摩擦加深沟壑的伤痕
漂浮人间上空
重力逃脱管控
黑夜抚慰空洞
追逐 触摸
错位 等待
没有声音就无从记忆
没有动作便无迹可寻

Oblivion

10 Jun 2020 00:18
高楼是城市的暗礁
你我低空飞行
冲撞天空的倒影
闪烁 破碎
几何图案 锋利尖锐
不可避免
天空等待着
霓虹在倒计时
碎片与人群一齐穿梭
森林里的狂舞
水泥下沉
熵的藤蔓趁机生长半空
慢门的间隙里
挤满了逃跑的身躯
氧气回不到中枢
闭眼后的黑色 无法捕捉
城市的残局是
永恒的寂静
遗忘
不可避免

2019

21 Mar 2019 16:47

在裂谷上空盘旋
攀登空气又紧急停靠
撞击
是我身体给出的信号
把颜料洒在沟壑
把水银放在树梢
我不是在作画
她说
我是在燃烧
撞击也可以没有巨响
只有火花四溅
肌肤流淌
高温将我的轮廓烧焦
我穿过裂谷如期赴约
垂直坠入另一片天空

2018

9 Jun 2018 02:25

心跳还在纠缠
无力的彷徨
把数据都解散
就无处看穿
试另一行密码
我们的语言
曾无懈可击
如今都糜烂
符号移位
时间膨胀
潮汐停涨
嗅觉错乱
宇宙的两端
不止量子在纠缠

23 Jun 2018 03:17

这片喧嚣
是刻意的吗
是刻意地直面荒芜
重蹈覆辙
字与字
是互溶的吗
你的言缠绕住我的语
混沌于水火
你引用我的那一刻
空间逆转
参数散落于荒芜
光年之外
耳旁是无效的啸叫
你终于接收到我的讯号

16 Sep 2018 01:07

有两种温度
它们之间不能交换
不能传递
唯有挤压
唯有交融破碎
数字上没有温度
温度上没有表情
仅在肌肤碰撞的瞬间
你读到了她
滚烫也不能明白
裂谷也不能明白
我朗读
我大声嘶吼
我沉思
我大声冥想
唯有撕裂
我想
只有撕裂
撕裂温度
数字不会坠落
碎片腾空而起
她唱起我们的歌

4 Oct 2018 15:11

等待
野火之于黎明
拿在手中的
是平衡的确证
字词间的觥筹交错
同光缆间信号的上下飞舞
一般不堪一击
在幻境
与无脊椎动物的匹配
呼吸 曲线  脉搏   起伏
山峦的恐惧与防御
仅在三指之间的175上下跳动
停止
消失
停止等待